Ah, Yeezus. If you want to see two naive 18-year-olds listening through Kanye West’s album for the first time, check out the opening to my post on ‘Bound 2’. Copied and pasted directly from my Facebook messages, there’s obviously a few statements and claims that are exaggerated for comical effect. A lot of all-caps in there too. We were both very excited. Now, I can’t speak on behalf of my mate from that chat, but I really don’t care for Yeezus at all despite the classic-labelling it gets by many of Ye’s fans. A lot find it to be music that’s forward-thinking, sounding like it could be from the future. On the contrary, it always reminds me of 2013 when he was angry a lot of the time, and going on every radio show talking about how he was being marginalised by the fashion industry. Plus, I just don’t enjoy the songs that much. I did posts for ‘Bound 2’ and ‘Black Skinhead’, the two of them coming not so far after Yeezus‘s release. A few months, something like that. Both songs had lost their effect on me even at that point.

The sole survivor from the album that I obtain a lot of enjoyment from to this day is, maybe surprisingly, ‘On Sight’. I remember very clearly hearing the introduction to the track after I downloaded the link for the Yeezus link and thinking, “I’ve been scammed./This is a troll.” I was very close to stopping the track at the first blast of incomprehensible noise. But then that noise started having a rhythm to it, and then the techno beat kicked in with that offbeat bloop which seems to go on forever. My suspicion was still high. Then Kanye actually started rapping, to which I was still confused because what I was hearing was definitely not what I was expecting. But even with the incessant blooping in that beat, Kanye was sounding good. “Yeezy season approaching, fuck whatever y’all been hearing/Fuck whatever y’all been wearing/A monster about to come alive again” is one of his best album-opening lines just for sheer confidence. Then there’s the questionable line about getting “this bitch shakin’ like Parkinson’s”, which shouldn’t be laughed at, but within the context is pretty chuckling-inducing. A few more lines that amount to the meaning of being a Black man who’s looking to take over your home and wife, and you’ve got yourself a first verse that could only ever be delivered by Mr. Kanye West.

It’s so clear how self-aware Kanye West is being throughout this track. You don’t think he didn’t know what he was doing making this abrasive electro-hip-hop track the first on his new album, the one coming right after what fans and critics alike immediately deemed his instant classic? Come on, now. He clearly wanted to annoy some people. To prove how much he doesn’t care what anyone thinks, he briefly switches the beat in ‘On Sight’ to a gospel sample – a move that would have literally music to the ears of a standard Kanye fan – before going back to the techno beat as if it never happened. That decision right there sold me on the track on that first listen all those years ago. Once that gospel switch happened, I had a feeling it wouldn’t last for very long. It wouldn’t have been the Kanye way to just follow through with that change. Once that bait-and-switch happened, I understood what the track was trying to achieve. Just like its introduction, the track seems to not know when it wants to officially end, cutting out and dropping in again and abruptly increasing in intensity after Kanye throws out that reference to ‘Stronger’. I appreciate this track for being the introduction to what was essentially the anti-Dark Fantasy. I just can’t vibe with the whole package though. This is like the edgy Kanye album, and, to me, he properly gets it right on this one.