Thinking about it now, Danny Brown’s Atrocity Exhibition was the hip-hop album I’d been waiting for my entire life up until its release in September 2016. I remember the time well. I’d just started what was to be my final year of university, and Brown surprise-released it three days earlier than what it was officially announced to be. Set up Spotify, ‘Downward Spiral’ started, and when the song’s first chorus hit, I knew I was in for something very, very special. Unfortunately, there’s only one more song from Atrocity… that I’ll be able to speak about on here. But if the album had been released four years sooner, you’d see a larger representation of it on the site.

The album is one grim, disturbing look into Brown’s hedonistic lifestyle, one that he repeatedly states to the listener could lead to the end of him and leaves him feeling numb inside despite the pleasures of sex and drugs that come along with it. ‘Rolling Stone’, the third track, is one of the gems that provides another window into the rapper’s thought on the matter. Brown knows that he’s going down this road of self-destruction and only indulges in more excess to aim in easing the pain, which only makes things worse. It’s a lonely life to live, is what the song is trying to tell you. Alongside Danny Brown is Petite Noir on the choruses and the outro, who also produced the track having contacted Brown on Twitter and initiated a back-and-forth of ideas between the two.

That keyboard(?) melody the song starts with (and appears throughout) is too catchy. There are a lot of times when I’m just nodding to the groove and singing along to it rather than listening to the lyrics. There’s that moment where a ghostly vocal comes in singing the melody during Brown’s second verse, almost drowning his voice out in the process, which makes me think it’s meant to symbolise much more darker than its appealing tone would suggest. Danny Brown has the beat in his pocket, spitting out his lines with the trademark barking yelp of his. Funny to think that this song might not have happened at all had Brown not been awake at four in the morning and been checking his DMs.