The story of how ‘Shoulders’ came to be on Big Thief’s Two Hands album – which has now been out and round for five years, it’s crazy stuff – is very, very similar to how fellow track ‘Not’ ended up on there too. ‘Shoulders’ had been performed live by the band before the LP was released. It goes further back than even I thought it did, as judging by this live take from 2015, the band were already in the process of working on it during their Masterpiece days. Probably even before then. They played it in various places between 2017 and 2019. And it got to the point where the fans wanted to know when the studio version would be available. U.F.O.F. arrived. It wasn’t there. But to everyone’s surprise, Two Hands was announced a few months later, and there was ‘Shoulders’ in the tracklist.

A lot of comments on Big Thief videos made note about ‘Shoulders’. There was a lot of excitement for it, from what I can recall. Even in the videos where the song wasn’t played. So maybe subconsciously, I don’t know, I avoided the song altogether and didn’t hear it until it was officially a part of the Big Thief oeuvre and situated in an album of some kind. Fancy word there, “oeuvre”. I heard it, and I was quite pleased. It was indeed a good song, the people of YouTube weren’t lying. I think it was more or less stated in an interview around the time that the album was to have a rawer, one-take feel to it, in contrast to the more produced and constructed style of U.F.O.F. And ‘Shoulders’ is just another that exemplifies the aesthetic. If you’ve seen the band live, it’s very easy to pick out who’s playing what here. You get some good speakers, play it loud, and it’s like the band are in your room. Gotta appreciate inviting stuff like that.

Now here’s where I usually lay out my interpretation of a song. Sometimes I feel certain, other times not so much. When it comes to ‘Shoulders’, I must admit I’ve dug the music and sung along through the years I haven’t come to make the time for any thinking behind it all. Those descending guitar chords by Buck Meek (on the right) during the choruses scratch an itch. And Adrianne Lenker never disappoints on the vocal front. Always just that bit breathtaking when she increases the intensity on the “kiss the bad ways I have been” line. But having a look through the lyrics and knowing the themes Lenker tends to touch upon in them, I’ll make a strong suggestion and say it’s a song about her mum. I’ll leave you with that to think upon.