September 12th 2010. The day of the 2010 MTV Music Video Awards. I remember that show. Well, not really. I was kind of watching it out of the corner of my eye while I was browsing the Internet for whatever reason. The big news about it was that Kanye West was going to be performing a new song on there, returning to the same ceremony where a year earlier he had interrupted a young Taylor’s Swift acceptance speech and became the most hated man on the planet for a hot minute. Barack Obama called him a jackass, it was a wild time. ‘Runaway’ was the new song, and I have to admit I wasn’t really into it. I thought Kanye was gonna come out rapping and making some huge statement. ‘POWER’ had come out earlier in the year, so I had some expectations. Instead he was on a singing tip that reminded me of 808s & Heartbreak, which I’ve never been the greatest fan of, no matter how influential it might be. Went to school the next day. Friend asked what I thought. I said I didn’t really like it. He said the same. And it was left at that.

So that was my initial feeling on ‘Runaway’. It was one that lasted for maybe a couple months before hearing it properly, in good headphones, amidst the other 12 songs it was accompanied by on Kanye’s brand new album My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy. That album, to me, was a strong return to form. The chopped-up soul beats were back. He was in his rapping bag. All the songs sounded massive. It was such a thrill for 15-year-old me. But ‘Runaway’ was there, looming. With a duration of nine minutes and eight seconds, it was the longest song on there by just over a minute. Had my reservations about it based on those September “feelings”… But from the moment that lone, repeated pinging E note on the piano came in, played 15 times by the way, I found myself captivated by the entire production. As the song continued, I’m sure I wondered if it was even the same song I heard on the TV that September. But it was. And I was entranced, even through its three-minute outro, which I never skip and neither should you, where Kanye’s heavily distorted vocal riffs over the piano hook and string section.

Kanye West essentially explores his shortcomings as a person in the song, particularly when it comes to relationships, knowing that he acts the wrong way too much of the time to be worth the object of affection of his significant other. He acknowledges his less-than-graceful behaviour with a sarcastic toast to the ‘douchebags’, ‘assholes’, ‘scumbags’ and ‘assholes’ who act the same way, leaving his lady with the advice to run away from him and get as much distance as she can between he and her. Kanye’s singing isn’t the problem I initially it was. It’s pitch-corrected, but not as obnoxiously as it was on 808s…, leaving his melodies to sound much more human and personal. Pusha T comes in with a verse to counteract with Kanye’s sections, going further in-depth in the hedonism that’s the cause of these selfish actions. The whole thing’s a masterpiece, I don’t know what else to say. The song has an actual music video, which itself was taken from the Runaway short film made to accompany the album, but it cuts the song down by quite a bit. It’s down there if you want to watch, makes for a nice visual. The longer album cut is always the way to go.